Last week is my first time I'm going to class for my last semester, 2 of my lecturer is a very high demand of lecturers towards their student performances. It make me thinking that I should make a lot of improvement on my soft skills, critical thinking and confidence in preparing me to face the real world in future.
During this moment I feel that this podium is one of the best way for to improve my writing skills and my English language too. I realize that my writing skills is really week sometimes I can't spell a word in English correctly. Sometimes, I feel so ashamed of myself because I could't spell it right even I almost used that words in my daily conversations.
I really interested with the issues that have brought out by my lecturer, which is the typically malay that always blame others because of their own failure. It make me think back of about myself, I always feel envy to other when I see they have gain some achievement in their life but in achieving the same achievement I refuse to do that and it is not because I do not have an ability to do that but I easily get frustrated with myself and does not have focused on that. I always take thing easy and never think the pro and cons about that.
I also the type of person that always pursue people to change to better but I never done that to myself .
OMG I am so typical Malay.... I watched a video that title 'Teraju Minja' it is a good video to views because it is full of message for the Malay who doesn't realize where the place they have achieved right now compared to the minority races in this country.
