FEELING ANNOYED

feeling so annoyed ....

reasons

watching my ex - schoolmate have been settle down one by one make me feel that I'm one step closer to getting older .... 

but another part of me said that i'm still young in fact i'm just only 23rd years old ..... might be i just feel insecure by thinking that i will never get a chance to settle down like my friends do.... but the fact is before i ever think to get married i have to achieved several goals that i've been set up in my whole life .... at least i should have my own business for my dependent future.... 

im not even have settle my degree yet so why do i so bother to think about married life.... maybe because i am virgo and always was a day dreamer      

1 tahun 6 bulan 5 hari 

huwarghhhhhh sakitnye bila patah hati
herm tapi nak buat mcm mne dah mmg bukan jodoh kot herm ntahla walaupon
bg org x la lma tp ni percintaan aku yg pling lama dan real
aku ni ckap mcm xde perasaan kan
tp dalm hati Tuhan je tau lau dah bermula dari kawan xkan la xleh berakhir sebagai kawan jugak kan 

ntah la aku x tau ape yang ad dalam hati dia .... tapi aku cma doakan yang terbaik utk dia 

Last week is my first time I'm going to class for my last semester, 2 of my lecturer is a very high demand of lecturers towards their student performances. It make me thinking that I should make a lot of improvement on my soft skills, critical thinking and confidence in preparing me to face the real world in future.

During this moment I feel that this podium is one of the best way for to improve my writing skills and my English language too. I realize that my writing skills is really week sometimes I can't spell a word in English correctly. Sometimes, I feel so ashamed of myself because I could't spell it right even I almost used that words in my daily conversations.

I really interested with the issues that have brought out by my lecturer, which is the typically malay that always blame others because of their own failure. It make me think back of about myself, I always feel envy to other when I see they have gain some achievement in their life but in achieving the same achievement I refuse to do that and it is not because I do not have an ability to do that but I easily get frustrated with myself and does not have focused on that. I always take thing easy and never think the pro and cons about that.

I also the type of person that always pursue people to change to better but I never done that to myself .
OMG I am so typical Malay.... I watched a video that title 'Teraju Minja' it is a good video to views because it is full of message for the Malay who doesn't realize where the place they have achieved right now compared to the minority races in this country.  

GAZA

The title of my topic today will created a lot of sarcastic opinion from all of the reader who will read it.

All this while, we always hearing the angered, shouting, hatred toward Zionis. Unfortunately there  is nothing were able to stop them to hurting our brothers and sisters in Palestin. What the function of OIC if they can't take any action upon it, where is the PBB who always want to console the human right. There is a lot of question in people mind that can't  be answers at all. Example in my Country itself we were posting the campaign by the purposed to ban all the product that produce by the Israel, have a selective product that people should ban, what a bullshit I think.

If they were really want to help with the name of ALLAH, why don't they sent squad of soldiers that can helps Palestins to battles against Zionis. Helps them to win the battles and get away from Zionis forever after this. Sometimes feel ashamed when there is a country that live in urbanization but still want to make a war with others country.    

suasana pagi yang indah, di tanah brinchang, cameron highland, udara yang dingin huh percutian 3 hari 2 malam yang sangat meninggalkan kesan dalam hidup bersama rakan yang bru dan lama kukenali .

p/s nntikan sambungan nya 

10/11/12

Erm..... dah lama x berkongsi ape2 kat sni..... 

ni nak share cter yang agak mengkoyalkan...

tarikh yang aku tulis tu bkn skadar tarikh 

if korang perasan itu adalah tarikh resepsi 

wedding hero negara kita .... Dato lee chong wei.

mesti korang tertanye2 pe kaitan wedding dia ngn aku kan .....xde pe2 pon sbnrnya he3

sebenarnya aku berpeluang untuk attend wedd dia ... but not as a guest 

aku attend wedd tu as a KLCC banquet staff , sambil cuci mata sambil dapat income 

dan menambahkan soft skilled ak dalam serving. maklum je la aku ni student hotel ...

erm on that day aaku berpeluang jumpa lee chong wei & wife depan2 sbb table aku kat area carpet merah even wife PM pon aku leh jumpa dpn2 time tu ...... tp yang best aku dapat jumpa regu negara yang aku minat iaitu Tan bong heong ngn koo kee keat (sory lau spelling name tu error aku main hentam je hahhaha).... 

tu la kenangan sweet aku pada trikh tersebut..... tp syg disebabkan aku sdng bekerja time so aku x leh nak curi2 ambk gmbr dsbbkan komitment yang tggi.   

 

malm yg gila

ha3 ......belom ape2 dah rse nak gelak kot .....
erm aku n kawan aku malam smlm rsa sgt bosan tahap gaban la kan
then, kitaorg pun decide la nak sewa kereta ....nak overnight la katenye .

so dapat la kami sebuah kereta kancil yg mnjdi idaman semua student ha3 , kami pun mulalah pengembaraan kami .....kami nie just bawak je krta walau x tau jln kdar nak jln2 ...nma pon nak jln2 mmg r xde preparation
erm kami pusing la satu bdr ha3 hinghway mmg kami yg punya la katakan .
nak dijadikan cerita sampai je trafic light simpang 4 kat area jalan perak tu tiba-tiba kereta kami buat hal ngam2 lps trafic light tu kereta kami berhenti . wah sgt panic jadinya . aku pon try start lgi rupa2nya minyak habis hu3 ...bongok kan .....sebenarnya dari shah alam tu kami just berbekalkan minyak sebanyak 10 engget jer cam bodo....pastu nasib baik ade kawan tlg dorg beli la minyak utk kami .
lps tu kami pon cuba la start lgi tp x blh jugak bende tu trjdi kerana spring tayar tu loose .....dan membuatkan gear kereta x msuk ......
dipendekkan cerita kami pon col owner n dia pon bg la kami kerita viva pulak .........